What Happens?

What happens when you die

Do you become an angel or is that a lie

Are you to watch the people you love

Do you get to fly with the turtle doves

Where do you go

Someday you will know

Do you get to meet those family members too

Have they been watching over you

What if your life is stolen

And it wasnt your time to go

Do you get to ask why

Will He tell you and can you cry

To remeber those you left behind

Can you now read their mind

How to help with the grief

Do you hear the cries of disbelief

Can you say sorry you didnt want to leave

My body wouldnt let me breathe

Would you give anything back for those days of joy

To have another kiss with that boy

Do you sit on your grave & reflect on your life

Think about how you were going to be his wife

Wherever you go do you grow old

Can you feel the winter cold

How long do you have to stay up there

If it means reliving this I don't think I could bare

Soon the answers He will give

But im not sure I want them if it means not to live.

by Rikki-Lea Wainman