Monday, September 29, 2008

&PIANO is my loveY
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I hung up the phone last night

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside

It was a rush what a rush

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me

It's just too much just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When your all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy

Or falling in love

Is it really just another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

Has it ever crossed Your mind

When we're hangin'

Spending time girl

Are we just friends

Is there more

See it's a chance

We've gotta take

'Cause I believe

That we can

Make this into something

That will last

Last forever Forever

Do you ever think

When your all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy

Or falling in love

Is it really just

Another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

Why do I keep running

From the truth

All I ever think

About is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When your all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy

Or falling in love

Is it really just

Another crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

But I know this crush

Ain't goin' away

&PIANO is my loveY
at 6:30 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008

hahahahahha...now you noe!

&PIANO is my loveY
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Friday, September 19, 2008

Happiness...Happiness...Happiness....hmmm....what is tht?

1.
the quality or state of being happy.
2.
good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy.

If that's what happiness is, then why isit so hard for ppl to find it?

Well, according to Gunita (ME!)...
U cant find happiness....happiness finds you!
like how all the other emotions find you....(Stupid Anger), (Emo Sadness), (Funny Love)...

My happiness comes from....PEOPLE AROUND ME...they surround me with love...thts all they ever have to give. Happiness is actually in every emotion. Think about it.....when You are angry....its because someone made you unhappy....

However, I always have a way to bring all my emotions back to happpiness [except love...highest level of happiness keke (: ] Like my mommy and papy..all they have to do is hug me n assure me that everything is ok. Sometimes they don't even need to say a thing! They are super amazing. The Shahi family is the most wonderful gift ever....nth can ever top tht (or can it? muhahahaha) When we are together, our energy is like super strong, it can blow u away! We make each other feel better just by being together.

My friends too.....My greatest friend, bestest friend and close friend....teds, kambs and jaggy...they just make me laugh. There was once wen i was kinda sad...but teds made me feel so much better...he did not even noe tht he did..he always somehow knows what to say and kambs....she can tell every single freaking time wen smth is wrong, its freaky, but her hilariousness makes me laugh my socks off. Just yesterday, Jaggy made me feel so much better. He was so funny. He lifted my spirit. He has the weirdest lol ever. Yeah...all in all....my frens....

THEY ARE ALL TOTALLY AWESOME!

Happiness....it comes from the ppl around me....the atmosphere....everything...even a toad! Hey they are cute ok?

Happiness
Happiness is my high.
Happiness is feels great inside.
Happiness is quite rare.
Happiness is barely there.
Happiness comes when I am around friends.
Happiness always ends.
Happiness I want more.
Happiness I adore.
Happiness is when my mom calls.
Happiness is when watching waterfalls.
Happiness is my high.
Happiness feels good inside.

&PIANO is my loveY
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&PIANO is my loveY
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Monday, September 15, 2008

Its amazing how beautifully our friendship grew

One day at a time right from the start

I feel blessed that you reached for my hand

And like a true friend, you touched my heart!

FRIEND!

I can borrow your book and call it mine

Take a call from u n not care bout the time

I can bug you, for no reason hug you

Or refuse to give your ears a rest....

Among all of my frens u’re simply the best....

BESTEST FRIEND !
When I cry you help me out

When I'm happy you hear me shout

When I grin you know I'm really madbecause you are my best friend

You can tell when I'm sad

You're there in thick and thin

You're my best friend

You hear me out when I want to talk

You help me out when I get mad

You are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out when I say

You're the light in my day

You are the moon in my night

You shine very bright

You are the bestest friend I have

and I miss you

~*A TRUE FRIEND IS THE GREATEST BLESSING*~

&PIANO is my loveY
at 8:00 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

&PIANO is my loveY
at 6:02 AM

What Happens?

What happens when you die

Do you become an angel or is that a lie

Are you to watch the people you love

Do you get to fly with the turtle doves

Where do you go

Someday you will know

Do you get to meet those family members too

Have they been watching over you

What if your life is stolen

And it wasnt your time to go

Do you get to ask why

Will He tell you and can you cry

To remeber those you left behind

Can you now read their mind

How to help with the grief

Do you hear the cries of disbelief

Can you say sorry you didnt want to leave

My body wouldnt let me breathe

Would you give anything back for those days of joy

To have another kiss with that boy

Do you sit on your grave & reflect on your life

Think about how you were going to be his wife

Wherever you go do you grow old

Can you feel the winter cold

How long do you have to stay up there

If it means reliving this I don't think I could bare

Soon the answers He will give

But im not sure I want them if it means not to live.

by Rikki-Lea Wainman

&PIANO is my loveY
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